ALICIAL;

2011-11-09T23:39:00.002+08:00

Love/hate relationship ):

2011-11-07T21:04:00.006+08:00

Fav Ching Teng to end the night. :D

2011-10-27T23:03:00.002+08:00

Was in the living room chatting when I saw the audio note. Kenny was like '' wdf?'' you frigging adorable leh, haha.

Anw, babe & I are going to Taiwan next year. (Air tickets+ accomodation fully sponsored by him) I can feel the love manz. (:

yes, i know.

2011-10-20T00:06:00.005+08:00

Day 8 & counting.

2011-10-17T01:07:00.005+08:00

I was pretty happy earlier on cos I finally met B for dinns & movie tgt w Nic. It's been so long since I last saw him & I'm really glad that I've gotten over everything. It's like seeing him in a different light now, but still B was damn cute just now, omg. (B why you so cute, haha)

The next min when I got home, I fought w another good friend. It's just so difficult to please everyone out there & I'm tired. When you lie, you fuck up people's lives. But when you tell them the truth, things are never gonna be the same. 做人好难.

This shows how short lived happiness can be. ):

2011-10-13T22:11:00.007+08:00

Feng diao night, came back with lots of bruises & cuts last night. It's just ridiculous cos I don't rmb knocking into things/people.

Btw, I'm actually quite happy cos Kenny & I get to whatsapp+skype daily. (He's so damn free cos we've been chatting all day since 7pm, haha) Buns, come back soon. I'm missing you already. /:

2011-10-08T01:47:00.002+08:00

Eventful Aug. Superb September.

Up next, Lonely October.

2011-09-30T02:27:00.006+08:00

2011-09-21T01:58:00.004+08:00

180910

2011-09-18T00:49:00.007+08:00

Happy times w my all time fav bunnies. (:

Let's go bunnies

2011-09-17T01:29:00.003+08:00

2011-09-15T01:59:00.003+08:00

0200h: Kenny's new clothes (Ridiculous, seriously)

Ownage

2011-09-14T01:59:00.005+08:00

0200h: 10 ez link cards, not including the one inside my wallet.

Bf is sleeping soundly beside me now, off to bed after I finish this episode. G' night.

2011-09-13T00:56:00.003+08:00

2011-09-11T02:53:00.002+08:00

Tampines-Bukit Timah-Balestier-Ang Mo Kio-Tampines

I'm tired. Time to go to bed, night.

2011-09-06T23:10:00.005+08:00

I just got home from Kenny's, brought back 5 bags full of stuffs( like 15 sets of clothes in total; chargers; shoes & other barang barang) and 2 boxes of mooncakes. Love the Four seasons MSW it's so damn frigging awesome, I think I can die. ( I ate MSW/D24 at least 4 times recently, super ridiculous) Furthermore I just recovered from food poisoning like yesterday?

Dear Kenny,

因為我不知道下一輩子還是否能遇見你

所以我今生才會那麼努力把最好的給你

Simple things like watching dramas; food hunting can actually make the both of us genuinely happy. Glad to have to you by my side. (:

Dear bf,

2011-09-01T23:20:00.004+08:00

All of the above except camp out please (:

2011-08-29T02:45:00.002+08:00

0300h: Baby there's something about you that makes me wanna stay with you.

Made my choice then & I'm still very happy about it ♥

2011-08-21T22:17:00.008+08:00

Bf is just so irritating, gosh. ): The new no. is so much easier to memorize. (!!!!!) Don't be mean, just memorize it!

edit/

Fyi, I've got better things to do thn to stalk you/him. If that's what you feel, go ahead. Btw, you don't have to say such things to me. I don't care what others have to say about me, but coming from you, it's damn hurtful. I'm heading to bed, g' night.

2011-08-21T17:08:00.002+08:00

1710: We supposed to meet Dy& Ym at Tpy for dinns at 615. But Bf is still sleeping. & the worst of all is that we are at Tamps.

:/

2011-08-21T13:00:00.002+08:00

1315:Life's good, cos we spent the entire weekends watching movies & dramas in bed.

Love you, baby wee.

2011-08-21T00:46:00.000+08:00

2011-08-17T23:06:00.002+08:00

Heading to bed, good night! (:

2011-08-12T23:25:00.003+08:00

People can hurt you with words or action, but the worst is when they hurt you simply by ignoring you. Know smth, you are always doing that & I can't understand what's going on your mind.

1030h: I'm heading out for tuition followed by towny with my favourite boy. (:

2011-08-10T23:04:00.003+08:00

Chun Lok drove all the way down from NTU to Tanjong Pagar to pass me this box of LPB. I was quite shocked when I saw his text this morning cos in the first place I didn't even know that he went back to HKG. I think it's like a tradition or smth cos he gets me a box of LPB everytime he returns back from HKG. I think I've tried at least 4 different brands already /: Thanks buddy!

Despite having so many people around me, I still feel empty. I miss that bitch. argh. I'm heading to bed now. G' night all.

Crazy little thing called love,

2011-07-31T20:47:00.006+08:00

I know I shouldn't be saying, but I thought of B today when I was watching this. I tried so hard not to reveal my feelings to him back then cos I didn't wanna spoil the equilibrium between the both of us. However, things just don't always follow the way we want it to be. I don't tell others how much I miss him cos people will just scold me for not treasuring Kenny. It's tiring to keep everything to myself, so I'll always tell Kenny when I need to talk to someone. Kenny likes making fun of me for loving someone who doesn't even bother about me anymore but the thing is, I know he is damn upset everytime he says such things. Sometimes, I think my love is so insignificant as compared to his.

Gosh. ):<

2011-07-30T02:43:00.002+08:00

I promise.

2011-07-28T23:38:00.004+08:00

I like keeping myself busy cos thats when I don't think about things. It's like when you suppress your feelings, sooner or later it will just fade away. When you choose not to think about things, you might just end up forgetting them.

I'm planning for another short getaway soon. Love trips (:

2011-07-27T23:13:00.005+08:00

I love my dad a lot. I respect his decisions, I never like going against his wishes. But earlier on, I really went crazy & I started quarrelling with him over his business& other issues. I never liked with the way he handles his business cos I think it's simply fucked up but I didn't say a word, ultimately that's his not mine. I never like meddling with his problems cos I got even more issues on hand that I cannot even sort out. Back in secondary school, when I wanted to drop Higher Mother Tongue, he scolded me. I gave in, I continued studying despite having no interest in it. When I stepped into CJC, I wanted to go to a Poly but he didn't like the idea of it. He got angry again when I told him I wanted to transfer out in Yr 2,to appease him, I decided to continue to study. When I didn't want to take my licence, I got scolded again. He thinks that I'm useless cos I can't drive( Seriously, it's such a joke). When I took Class 3A instead of Class 3, I got scolded as well. When I started dating the previous bf, dad & I quarrelled almost everyday last year. Everytime I came back late, he would be asking all sorts of questions, questioning me like some criminal. When the bf came over to my place dad would always ignore him & stuffs. When I broke up w him, you didn't even ask if I'm alright? I was feeling so upset but I had to pretend as if everything was fine. You kept quiet throughout, you got what you wanted. I wished back then I didn't give up on my r/s just because you were against it, I wished I didn't let go of the boy that I really loved at that point. Dad, I've been giving in a lot to you already, what more do you want?

I'm pissed, I'm really angry. Dad can't you just understand? It's damn difficult to be your daughter. It's my life I want to have a say in it. Fuck.

2011-07-26T23:08:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I'm not just as strong as I seem to be.

2011-07-24T23:50:00.002+08:00

Perhaps the love wasn't strong enough to begin with.

2011-07-24T22:58:00.002+08:00

I make mistakes too.

I'm sorry.

2011-07-23T10:26:00.002+08:00

1036h

D is so funny he thinks that Kenny& I are weird just becos we allow each other to club/drink. Bf has duty in the morning(Sat) so he couldn't join us for drinks. Yet, he drove dy& I from tamps all the way to zouk to meet up with the rest.

We are really different people, but we've learnt to be more accommodating towards each other over the years. (It's the 4th year alr!) I think the both of us has changed, for the better (: I'm glad.

2011-07-23T03:58:00.002+08:00

I'll always love you, I'll always stay true.

(:

8 months is a long time...

2011-07-21T23:10:00.005+08:00

Less than an hour to 22nd again,

sometimes I can't help but to think of you. It's not that I haven't gotten over you, it's just 有点可惜 to lose you as a friend. Till today you are still not willing to reply my msges. ):<

2011-07-20T22:14:00.004+08:00

D for Dexter Yeo :D
Seeyou this Friday. (I hope you get drunk so I can know what I wanna know)

goodnight! (:

2011-07-20T00:18:00.003+08:00

勉强是不会有幸福的. If you don't like the guy/girl, there's no point being together with him/her. It's like, if you don't like the pair of shoes anymore, there's no point wearing it as well.

I told TSL this & he almost died. (I am pretty at coming up with such nonsense)

Time to head to bed, good night (:

2011-07-18T22:39:00.002+08:00

Sat was spent with Guitar mates @ Bugis( I need to go new places, perhaps another overseas trip soon cos it's getting real boring in SG) Followed by Geylang to get durians for the family. I'm always requesting for good food & poor boyf is always giving in to me. Swee Choon in the middle of the night, Geylang durians cos I told him in the afternoon that I felt like eating it, Newton Ching Teng just before we left for HKG, Katong Laska after work cos I didn't eat dinns before heading to work. Gosh, I feel so pampered. ♥ Bf said we can go for a short getaway either in Aug/Sep.Initially, we agreed not to go for anymore trips this year cos we gotta save up. But then again, cos of his 5 days leave.. We decided to go somewhere nearby! Hopefully we can go Taiwan/Korean this time round (:

2011-07-17T12:59:00.003+08:00

Dear C,

I'm sorry for everything that I've done. I think I'm so frigging insensitive when it comes to such things & I've hurt you unknowingly. I miss times whereby you will drop me bo liao text msges when you're in camp, sharing all your retarded but funny SM thoughts.I hate how I don't get to talk to you anymore, it's been like 3 months & I really miss you. I talked to A last night when we were out& she actually told me about your talk w her in HKG. I felt really horrible after hearing those things. I just want to apologize for being so selfish all these while. On my way back,I thought of the past conversations that we had. The one that you said '' You're way hotter than this'' then you showed me a picture, it was super random but it really made my day. You prolly don't know how awful I was feeling back then, but I'm glad that you made the effort to cheer me up.

I'm sorry.

A.

2011-07-16T11:51:00.008+08:00

Amy take your pick, 3 choose 1!

Night @ CQ. Always awesome, as usual. Heading out in a while for tuition before I meet up with the guitar mates. Coming Monday is 18th, again. I've lost count of the number of months that we've been together for.( It's actually pretty difficult to calculate the months) Since we can't make it on Monday, I hope we can spend the whole of Sat night + Sun together. (!!!)

2011-07-11T23:00:00.005+08:00

I didn't expect to receive another birthday card one week after my birthday! :D

I'm munching on Royce chocz again, cos it's so yummy. (Another reason, I didn't take dinner again cos I had to rush off for tuition :/ )

Mushy stuffs

2011-07-10T23:54:00.002+08:00

Do you love me? If you really do, say you do & just stay with me.

2011-07-10T02:48:00.005+08:00

The both of us often fight over trivial matters, such as spending money on cabs cos we miss the last train/bus.

I was supposed to go over to boyfriend's for the night cos we haven't been spending much time tgt due to my job & his shift work. He wanted to accompany me back home to get my stuffs before cabbing back to his place. I refused & we kinda quarrelled just now. I don't like him to spend his money on cabs cos his army pay is so damn little & it's barely enough for him to make ends meet.Furthermore, he don't really like the idea of me paying for his cabs& petrol. Come to think of it, he isn't even spending money on drinks/club/gambling/other girls, he just wanna spend time with me. Why can't I just be more understanding towards the boyfriend?

有时候真的很讨厌自己. 这个男朋友这么好, 我还这样对他.

2011-07-09T02:43:00.007+08:00

Oily fringe, cos I haven't showered since like 6.30am? Rushed back t change then went straight to town to meet up with the rest. I had lunch at 1pm, followed by dinns at 2am. Chats @ starbucks & supper @ Swee Choon. (I'm just so boring cos everytime I just return to the same place for food) Anyway, good company for the night. Therefore, we've decided to meet up later on as well.

Note:

There are things we don't want to happen, but have to accept.

Things we don't want to know, but have to learn.

There are people that we cant live without, but have to let go.

2011-07-07T23:19:00.002+08:00

The best things come when you least expect them to.

Thanks, ♥

Happy Birthday to me

2011-07-03T15:55:00.030+08:00

My like to act cute bf. :D We played mahjong till like 7am before going to bed. Had so much fun last night! Received so many gifts from all my friends, & I really love all my gifts.Thanks!!!

From Tjr, I was pretty surprised when I got this. Cos he is not the kind of guy that will go shopping for gifts. HAH, yay to new earpiece!

My garang guni sack from Lynn,Mon,Ade&Kenneth. I went wtf? when I saw this, haha! They got me so much food from Marks&Spencers I think I dont't have to stock up for a long while! &&&& ION vouchers, more shopping!! (:

From Snakey & Zhihao. :P

My pretty wristlet from bestie(Darren Ho) He's damn irritating cos he told me that he won't be getting anything for me, so I really got a shock when I received this. Bestie, love you ttm though you are always pissing me off everytime we talk to each other. :D

From my fav boy, Ewen Tian. Royce & a handwritten Birthday Card. (My one and only Birthday card, with drawings and stuffs on it.) (: Oh &I'm eating milk chocz now! It's super yummyxz.

From sis J. Quite sweet right? I didn't expect sis to get me smth like this cos he don't look that 细心. Summore he wrapped it up, omg. Let's go play LAN next weekend or smth okay! (:

My fav gift. From Deb, there's like so much stuffs in this bag! Lip balm; soap; perfume; masks etc.. It's like a travel bag! Me likey! 21 years old so 21 items :D Very sweet hor?

From Bf & Tan Shun Li. They were saying they gotta ''eat grass'' for the whole month of July cos of this present. Love it, love them! LOL!

Gift from Gladys(CJC guitar mate) I told Darren on Friday evening that I wanna buy the sticky sweets! Was so happy when I saw this, teehee:P

Bf super act cute, gosh can't stand him : haha!

From ChunLok&Gf. Raymond Lam omg, there's a complimentary poster as well. Super good looking, I don't want kenny anymore la! HAH! :P

Ted Baker watch from the Bf. Love the packaging of the box cos it looks so pretty. Matching colours with my table :D

From CJC first 3months! So happy that almost everyone turned up. Zy rushed down just for the cake cutting session!

Pretty hairpin from Sheryl! (: I think I look super cute with it, haha!

From CJC mates(Mich, JiaJun,Leonard &Dexter)

It's so pretty with my name engraved on it. (: I'm gg to wear it to work tmrw,yay!

I think that's about it! Took more than an hour to compile everything, gosh. It's 5.30pm & bf is still sleeping on my bed.(Must be really tired!!) We are heading out for dinns later. & I'm starting work tmrw! (:

2011-07-03T04:44:00.005+08:00

My place was so friggin' packed earlier on. But I ain't complaining cos everyone came down just for this celebration. Bf stayed back for duty on Friday so that he can come over earlier on Sat.To think that we kinda quarrelled last night, sorry baby! I didn't get to take pics with Bf&co, Deb& some another friends. Thanks for all the gifts & well wishes. As I'm typing this post, the boys are busy playing Mahjong. It's more like a bonding session since it's been a really long while since the 8 of us stayed up till this late together. I love all of them, a lot! (:

Ended my night with a bang,

2011-07-01T04:43:00.008+08:00

As usual, my self proclaimed BFF asked me out for supper again. It's like a routine, when the clock strikes 12 I'll get msges via msn/sms from buddy & we will go for our foodhunt.(Very standard procedures )

Anyway, my night ended with a bang while making our way out from Nic's carpark. BFF drove & he hit the kerb(Not once, but twice) then he realized his side bumper came off. He had to drive really slowly back home, like 40km/h? (Sibei fail, omgxz)

Note to self: Never drive to Nic's hse(That's if I ever get a car), cos I'm certain that the bumpers will come off too.

2011-06-30T01:43:00.003+08:00

Mindcafe with co.(Bran, Nic, Tjr & Zh)

Drinks with co.(Bjr,Ym, Dy,Nic & Zh)

Supper with co.(Sl & Tjr)

I'm pretty scared actually, sometimes when friends ard me get upset over certain things, it really makes me reflect & think abt my own life. 现在的我太幸福了, I've friends who care for me and a really sweet boyfriend who loves me dearly.It's like 因为拥有所以害怕失去.

Anw I'm tired, time to sleep. It's like 5 in the morning already, gosh.

@ home

2011-06-28T22:42:00.004+08:00

Happy Alicia, heading to Town to get her pressie later on.

To: 很疼爱我的两个人, 谢谢你们. ♥♥♥

Part 2

2011-06-28T15:16:00.007+08:00

Kbox with West&East siders

2011-06-27T23:05:00.011+08:00

My fav pic of the day, seriously nothing can win this.

2011-06-27T03:45:00.003+08:00

Nights out with Tjr, again. We went Potong Pasir for bar chor mee followed by Yishun to look for Brandon.

Turning 21 in less than a week's time. Time flies, & I'm getting old. Sigh.
Some people have been asking me what I want for my birthday, 其实我最想要的礼物就是能看到你, 跟你说话. It's been more 2 months since I last saw B. Occasionally, I'll leave a msg or two hoping that he will reply me. But.. Oh well, I guess he is still angry at me. However, there's a part of me that will always love that boy even though we ain't together anymore.

Alright, it's time to go to bed otherwise I won't be able to wake up early tmrw to meet the west siders. Nights!

2011-06-26T00:13:00.005+08:00

Down with food poisoning, 害我 cannot go for guitar gathering ytd.

Kenny's momsy is super nice cos she bought me those stuffs(above). The four leaves mini buns taste damn good.

But my own momsy is damn wtf, when I told her that I got food poisoning..

Momsy's reply: Why you so lame? so young only then you get food poisoning.

Hello, age and food poisoning got link meh?

2011-06-25T02:16:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I really wonder if I ever crossed your mind.

2011-06-24T02:08:00.002+08:00

''Ha! On a serious note, I appreciate you for being with me these 2 days. Although we are friends for only 2 years, our status has changed from friend to best friend in just a year. Kenny and Nicholas got this status because they went through shit with me and they're fiercely loyal bunch of clowns haha. Although you love to pull last min stunt, but what I like about you is that you are sociable and you're always there for me when I'm down. Much love. Ha!''

Dy sent this msg to me earlier on, I was quite touched when I saw this. Afterall, it's his first time telling me something like this. We went through a lot tgt, from Year 1 till now. When he told me that he had to repeat yr 1, I was pretty scared that we would stop contacting each other. However, I was wrong cos we got even closer after that. We have different hobbies; likings; in short we are just so different but it's amazing how the both of us can click so well. People may say that they don't believe in platonic friendship, but I do.

2011-06-23T23:06:00.008+08:00

We had dinns at Tripleonesomeset. With the Manhatten promo, the set meal is only like $15++ Wu hua hor? :D Sat there for a good 3 hours to talk and laugh about everything under the sun. (Dexter is such a joker, seriously soulmate liaoxz)

Q: You know Ash, the guy from Pokemon? He always 生病. Why?

A: Cos he got pikachu! (pi-ka-choo)

Know what, Dexter got the answer. I asked so many people the same thing but no one knew the answer, D ftw manx.

Time to continue with my new show, 点解阿Sir系阿Sir.

2011-06-22T22:52:00.006+08:00

Us @ Coffee Bean

Hugeass Pokemon card.

Us @ HK cafe

要见面真的那么难吗?

默契

2011-06-21T03:37:00.005+08:00

Friday

BBQ @ Citylights with Momsy's colleagues & the bf + Green Lantern @ Shaw with sl

Saturday

Dinns at Whampoa Market 鱼头炉. Life's good cos we stayed home to rest till like 6pm before walking down for this.

Followed by visiting Kenny's grandma @ Hougang.

Sunday

Dimsum with Kenny's grandparents @ Geylang at 9.30am

House viewing with Kenny's parents till 4pm

Met Ym & Bjr tgt w bf in town till 11 ish

Met Tjr at night for Tao Huay till 3.30am

Came back straight after work cos I was really tired. Did so much stuffs during the weekends therefore I decided to come back homey to watch some dramas and to give myself some personal time :D Tjr asked for supper (at 11pm) & off we went to Havelock Rd for Teochew porridge, followed by Changi Airport T3 for TCC. We have known each other for 10 years yet it's only the second time the both of us are having supper together. We belong to the same clique but we were never close from the start. Furthermore, we quarrel/fight everytime we meet. So it's actually better for us not to meet up. However, things are pretty good recently. Hopefully we can stay this way. lol!

就是離別過就是懷念過便清楚愛怎出錯
Just listen to your heart.

原来我比想像中更想你

2011-06-19T02:33:00.008+08:00

I only realized it today that bf didn't delete our old emails(It's like still in his inbox, omg). Read through everything once again.

''I don't deny that i am still thinking about him, I really don't feel good at all. Honestly, the feeling sucks. I've got no one to call in the middle of the night to play poke with me, no one to stay up with me & go Whampoa market at 7am to eat breakfast with me, no one to watch dvd with me. ''

An email sent to Kenny in 2009(He went China for 2months).

Kenny, 你当时是用怎样的心情读这些邮件的呢?

2011-06-16T01:37:00.003+08:00

Wrong person at the right time/ Right person at the wrong time?

Bestie, I saw your post. We haven't talked to each other for quite awhile & I hope you are doing fine. By the time I get home every night, it's almost 11 or even later, you are either asleep/ about to go to bed. Just want you to know that I'm always there for you k. Please take care & 不要生病.

Decided to hold a mini celebration @ my place for my 21st. I was rather hesistant initially cos there's so much things to do(Ordering of food; informing people and most importantly packing up my room, it's always in a mess gosh.) Dy was really sweet cos when I told him I didn't want to celebrate..

His reply: 21st leh. You shitting me? You don't celebrate I take cab down to your place and scold you!

Blessed to have friends like him & many others. Very sweet hor, 现在的我很幸福 (:

I'm glad.

2011-06-15T23:54:00.007+08:00

Love's beautiful so beautiful
我失去過更珍惜擁有

2011-06-14T13:52:00.002+08:00

Celebrate/ don't celebrate?

2011-06-12T11:17:00.012+08:00

Day 5

I think we went Macau then we went back to shop in the evening followed by superb massage at night. For only 55RMB/pax, we get to have our own private room. Common rooms only at 45RMB/pax. Such a steal! (: Having period during holiday trips is such a hassle, I didn't get to do the full body massage.(WASTED!!!) But still the leg massage was pretty good too. (Kenny kept telling me how good the body massage was blah blah, true bitch. lol!)

Waiting for our food to arrive, feeling hungry & tired after shopping. Love the beef kway tiao, cos it's really super 好吃. Ate it years ago, decided to visit the place again this time round! (: Drinks are super expensive as compared to food. A cup of milk tea cost as much as 10 xlbs( WTF? So we ended up spending most of our money on ice cream. Substitution effect eh,hah! )

Note: Kenny eats like 2 to 3 servings of ice cream each day. I think there was once we had 4 servings? Each serving only cost like 6RMB. I reckon we spend 20SGD on ice cream, madness.

Photo of the day:

Bf did his nails too. :Super gay cos he was the only male in the shop doing it. (I didn't force him, I merely encouraged him to do so cause it was so damn cheap. Like less than 3SGD?) After which we left for the market to buy those beauty tools as the bf wanted to do it on his own too. Speaking abt being vain, my bf definitely beat me hands down. lol! Our initial aim was to cut down on spendings by doing nails we won't get to shop hence we won't spend that much. But, we failed terribly.

This set of pretty stuffs only cost like 23SGD. With extension; blings and all sorts of nonsense, how to resist. Oh my. Pedicure cost like 4SGD. Super wu hua, compared to SG.

Satisfied customers. (:

Gotta conclude that Kenny and I are super awesome shopping partners. But it's also because of this, the both of us became damn poor. On the 6th night, we were only left with 1.90RMB( Less than 40 cents sgd) We brought 9k RMB and $100 bucks worth of HKD. ( Total est about 2k SGD.) Seriously, we are damn ridiculous. Thinking that if we head to Macau-Venetian we won't spend money, but we were wrong. Cos we still bought stuffs there eventually. /:

Anw,I bought 2kg of cuttlefish(鱿鱼丝)back

Momsy: Why you buy so little only? All mine, not sharing.

Why is my mom so adorable? lol!

2011-06-12T02:19:00.014+08:00

Day 2.

We made the right choice cos my period came the next day after our trip to the hot spring place. Lucky us! :D

Shameless pictures.

Bf says I'm a true retard. ):

Pretty Venetian. We spent hours there, went to different hotels just to look for the Gucci wallet & Burberry bag that I wanted to get but it's OOS everywhere, goodness. ):

Just touched down a couple of hours ago, went over to bf's to unpack his stuffs before heading back to my place to unpack mine. He helped me with my packing earlier on when I was showering. Despite feeling tired, bf is sitting outside @ the living hall talking to dad at like 3am. (They started talking since 1ish,omg. wtfbbq) I really cannot explain how good this bf is <3

Time to head to bed, goodnight.

2011-06-05T02:31:00.002+08:00

Airport in < than an hour' time. I didn't get to sleep cause I'm pretty sure if Kenny & I sleep together, we are bound to miss our flight. Someone has to stay awake, so.. Oh well. Gotta nappy on the plane later on! I foresee that I'm going to put on at least 2kg. Calories don't count when I'm on a holiday. (:

Till then,再见

如果這就是愛情,本來就不公平

2011-06-04T03:08:00.007+08:00

Friend A says
Knn ur got each other still whole day fight
i pinning for someone to appear in my life , ur dont know how hard it is -.-

):

I'm angry I losing my patience I don't know why is it that you must control (almost) everything? Didn't we talked about it the last time? I thought we agreed to give each other sufficient freedom& breathing space. We've been together for too long.. Up to a point, I just accept whatever that you say/do. But I really don't want to continue things this way, it's simply too tiring. When I don't voice out, it doesn't mean that I'm okay with it you know? I was super pek chek earlier on, I think he knows it too. Hopefully things will become better after tmrw! Shall be positive (:

2011-06-03T03:52:00.005+08:00

Time check: 4am

Just got home :D (Late night outs with mates always mean sinful suppers.)
Awesome company for the entire day! met D in town so that we can shop,followed by Scoopz with Kenneth @ Upper Thoms, Sis J came over to fetch us so that we can head to Geylang for supper. Beef kway tiao & yums mongkok dimsum.126 is friggin' far so we decided to try smth else. Surprisingly, the food @mk dimsum is pretty good too. (But still, hk dimsum owns in my opinion. I miss Ho Choi, love the chee cheong fun!) I'm such a glutton, gosh. (Even the boys said so just now)
I like how the 3 of us can sit together and not feel awkward despite this being our first outing. We have known each other since jc days but sis & I ain't that close to Kenneth back then. I'm thankful that I got to know them back in Guitar Club(Srsly, I can't even rmb how to play a thing. super wtf, cause the boys are still playing it! -.-)

Anw, I better start packing my luggage cos I'm leaving in less than 48hours'time. (:

Good stuffs

2011-06-02T00:42:00.003+08:00

2011-06-01T02:46:00.006+08:00

Time check: 2.30am
Just got home not too long ago, I hope A is feeling better now. Cheer up, you still got us! We spent hours listening to A earlier on, seriously it's really scary when someone starts threatening you with some rubbish stuffs; imagine if you gotta beg him/her so that they won't leak out those secrets that you shared with them back then. Hello, do you even remember that you guys were once together? Why must things turn out like this? ): Wanting a particular person to be in your life may not necessarily mean tt he/she wants to be in it. We just got to learn to respect people's decisions.

2011-05-31T01:24:00.009+08:00

Got the dates mixed up, I'm leaving on Sun 0400 instead of Sat.& I only realized it today, gosh.
):

Town with Besty D just now. We gotta go back this coming Thurs to collect his pants, troublesome boy. But anything for this besty of mine :D Was quite tempted to get a wallet from Paragon earlier on, but I didn't. I'm always getting stuffs for bf/my brothers, it's time to get something for myself. I can't even rmb when was the last time I bought something that I really wanted.. Probably the Toscano wallet that I've gotten last year? I rmb going to several OG outlets that time just find that particular design, omg.

Meetg up with the west siders tmrw at Holland v. Gossips + supper, I think we've so much to update regarding recent happenings. Miss them so much!!

愛很簡单
不需要太多甜言蜜語
真心愛就已足夠
I love you, yes I do.
TMM hor?
感动right!!! (:

CHING TENG BEFORE WE GO OVERSEAS PRETTY PLEASE? ♥

2011-05-29T22:18:00.015+08:00

Grandma & her 9 grandchildren.

With Marcus.

Tall char & her sis. Anw they switched their foootwear hence widening the height diff between the both of them.Originally, Char is like 174cm & Cec is like 164cm? (Cec being the shortest among all of us often get laughed at, cheer up!)

I think I'm getting old. Cause we only walked for like 3 hours in town before returning home. Signs of aging. :( Food was decent, pricing was reasonable too! Ate at 3ish, it's 11ish now & I'm feeling super full.

Super cute Bjr, with his braces on. I think I got to wear braces too cause it's pretty effective for face slimming. (Bjr lost 7kg, in 2 weeks. Poor boy)

The boys @ Coffee Bean, happy boys :D
Met the boys @ our usual hangout, Kenny & I went for facial before that. Oh, & I got scolded for lying to him(I told him that extraction not pain one, hah!) Opps, I bet he won't believe me anymore. /:

To B:

I don't know if you still bother to read this space, anw 现在的你看起来好开心. I'm very happy for you, 真的 (:

2011-05-29T12:29:00.004+08:00

Haven't been blogging for a couple of days cause there's so much stuffs going on recently. (good ones of cos!) With all the meet ups; work; dinner dates with my loved ones & family gatherings, life can't be any better. hah! Group dinns last night was superb, I really treasure the friendship that our group share. 10 years & counting, seriously 人生有多少个十年? (Familiar for those who are TVB addicts cause it's a saying from one of the dramas! ) Everyone turned up, how awesome hor :P Was telling some of them about plans heading to Bintan/Phuket this coming Jun/July. I hope we can all go overseas together. (:



分手要狠,
分手後不再是朋友,
當­初我不明白為什麼你會做這樣的決定,
半年后,我終­於明白為什麼你那麼狠.
其實陣痛過去了,　很快就会有別人. 

Back as lovers after almost a year, this time round it's not because of anyone else or whatsoever. Ain't going to let go of him anymore, love you ♥

Note:We are heading back home right now,there's a family gathering at 3pm.
Time check: 1pm & I'm still at Tamps.
Pics tonight (:

2011-05-25T00:36:00.008+08:00

Been watching Secret Garden for the past 2 weeks. Very slow, the moment I'm awake within an hour/two I'll be out again. Coming back pretty late recently, esp during the weekends.(HOLIDAYS!) I ain't complaining cause I really like hanging out with the people I've been meeting for the past 2 weeks or so. Love times like these cos it brings all of us closer, at least me think so. Hah!

2011-05-23T21:37:00.009+08:00

Classic pose. People who know me well enough should know that I'm always doing the O: action, super retarded but nvm I like! :D

Oily fringe. ): I was out since 10ish had to work before going down to meet J.
Us @ Macs while waiting for Dexter to end work at 6pm. (Super last min cause we texted him at 5pm, steady D we likey!) :D

Camera shy. He looks decent in office wear but he claims that it's damn ugly.
Btw,in D's dictionary there's only managers,senior managers and ordinary people. LOL!

J and I were talking about Taiwan(WE MIGHT BE GOING TO TAIWAN TOGETHER, OMG) & D was whining throughout insisting that we should go tgt with him after his HK trip.
Dexter we are heading to Luxy club without you, don't be sad ok? :D

Closest t20 mate and my empty Hot fudge sundae cup. It's my first time buying this & I finished it. omgzz, hard to believe but yes I finished it on my own. Ate so much today, I think I can afford to skip all my meals for tomorrow.

Time to start on 'Lie to me' tonight, teehee :D

2011-05-23T01:03:00.005+08:00

Super adorable, hah!

Anw, hope nothing goes wrong tmrw.I'll keep my fingers crossed.

2011-05-18T23:03:00.009+08:00

Webby for 4 hours with JiaJun. (In fact he is the only one that I engage in long chats with via webcam) We had so much to talk about(DAMN CRAZY, UNBELIEVABLE TTM) we don't meet up often(prolly 5 times a year or slightly more than that?), but whenever we do so we have lots to share & the best part-we can always continue with where we left off. We took a hell lot of pics just now but none of them were decent, so.. No pictures till coming Monday :D Teehee.

Dinns with Samtan in town was pretty awesome too.

G' night.

2011-05-17T23:24:00.004+08:00

Dinns with the West siders(Ym&Jr) earlier on. Can't believe that 2 weeks ago, we were still at Holland V mugging our asses off. Cups of teh peng & coffee(with extra shots summore, wtf) just to keep ourselves awake. Our next outing seems promising, can't wait.

2011-05-17T01:30:00.009+08:00

''Friendship and love are two beautiful things. But when you combine them, that’s when things get complicated.''

I saw this on Joyce's blog.It's pretty true isn't it? I like the r/s that we are havg now, sometimes I don't know if we should take things a step further or remain as it is. I guess the both of us feel the same way at this point of time. Some feelings just don't fade away easily, oh well..

Guess who,hah! SUPER CHUBBY, ME LIKEY :D

I think I look like a boy, sigh. );

Life's pretty unfair. How can someone who looked so chubby in the past look like this now?!( I think we look similar leh! But then again, babies look the same when they are young?) I want a sharp nose bridge too ):<

I'm bringing this boy out for some good food this weekend. He's been really nice driving me around to satisfy my ridiculously long list of food cravings. Awesome Rojak from Bugis on Sunday. Ever since the first time I ate it, got hooked on to it. It closes at approx 8.30pm daily.(I always reach there slightly after 8.30pm for some reason, argh.) Decided to ask for operating hours cause every time I reach the place the boss always tell me: ' 卖完了'. Sad ttm,haiyo.

Time check:4am

Time to sleep, otherwise I won't be able to wake up early for breakfast. Good night! (:

2011-05-14T05:28:00.002+08:00

Anything that is worth having, is worth fighting for.

2011-05-12T22:49:00.000+08:00

Nan Xiang got really nice cold dish. I think i can finish it on my own,srsly. $3 only, super wu hua in my opinion. :P (Momsy likes this too, yay. Like mother, like daughter hor)

The rest of the dishes are pretty standard, not too bad. Wanted to bring her to Crab Party but she's flying off again this weekend, so had to make do with restaurants located in town. Boohoo.

To the woman I love most, thanks for bringing me up. I promise to be more understanding & patient towards you ok? Happy Mother's Day. 妈咪,我爱你. ♥

2011-05-11T22:02:00.003+08:00

Hectic day, went off to work straight after my last paper. Came back & I started doing invoicing. With less than 3 hours of sleep, I'm pretty amazed that I can still do so much things. Work followed by facial with Momsy in town ltr.

To do list for this week:
1. Get new speakers
2. Settle Nic's pressie
3. Get a new mahjong table together with new tiles
4. Time to work on Macau itinerary

Busy bee, but 我中意 :D

2011-05-10T19:18:00.003+08:00

Depressing, just when I thought stats 2 was bad enough. Macro paper had to prove me wrong. Section A 25 marks blank out of 40; Section B 7 marks blank. Section A was so damn tough. I guess only true economist can do those questions. Certain that I'm not one of those people. I spent close to 30 mins trying to understand the questions. (DAMN FAIL OMG) Keith called earlier on & I think he made me feel worse by telling me that Solow model question was pretty alright & I should have attempted that question instead of Baumol's theory. ): Seems like this year I cannot throw away my notes cos it's likely that I might have to repeat modules. Wtf.

There's cf in another 15 hours or so. Can't wait for it to end.

2011-05-08T03:27:00.007+08:00

When exams 're just a couple of days away, & yet you don't feel like studying...

Stay home to watch GE, less guilty as compared to going out. Can't wait for exams to end, seriously. 4 more days to go.

2011-05-06T02:04:00.002+08:00

Sounds crazy, but I think I'm going HKG in July again. (Macau in June!)

Reason: I think Raymond Lam is going to hold a concert soon :P

I'm supposed to do Math but I ended up visiting 2011年演唱會預告 webby(IN HKG). I think I'm always doing the wrong things at the wrong time. ):<

If everything goes well, I'm bringing Momsy along with me. Gotta tell her about it when I get home, till then.

Math in 12 hours' time.

2011-05-04T23:01:00.002+08:00

我发誓不再说谎了多爱你就会抱你多紧的

):<

2011-05-04T02:00:00.003+08:00

Teehee, I just received my first birthday gift(Yup, exactly 2 months before my birthday)

._. But, 还是很开心.

Note to self: 7 more days to go.

2011-05-01T03:02:00.009+08:00

Can't wait for exams to end, can't wait to meet up with them. Stayed over at Ym's place for whole week, school+ coffee bean almost every single day. Was really happy on Thursday cause the boys texted me(At different timings of cos!) Darren; Sl; & Dy. There's this warm and fuzzy feeling cause somehow I know that they care a lot for me. (; Teehee, love you all ttm. Haven't been going down to Tampines for a really long period, therefore its been almost a month since I last saw Dy? Havg yummy buffet after his gf's last paper, it's either Melt/Ritz/Rise/The line. :P

Sat:

Cabbed back to school to meet them, but we ended up chatting most of the time. Super no mood to do work, anymore. Went to amk to look for Nic(For the last time, cause he's enlisting on Weds) Besty D drove me back from Nic's place while the rest went to hub to catch their midnight movie- Thor.

I really do want you. It's not the I-want-what-I-cannot-have-feeling 知道吗?

2011-04-28T03:25:00.003+08:00

I haven't seen/talk to the boys for days. I miss them :<(

They seem to be having so much fun tgt(Dinner dates and stayovers), leaving me all alone in school/ coffee bean mugging like some dog. I hope that Sl & nich are on good terms again, 不要 quarrel ok?

Back to school in 10 hours time, goodnight.

2011-04-27T23:41:00.002+08:00

I just texted dear Ang Yi Min.

& her reply was: Hahaha is that some nonsense that Darren sent you. But makes sense(: Btw, the msg wasn't from Darren omg. (Darren bet ya going to ask me what I texted, haha)

Another msg came in shortly after, 'I'm marrying her hehe'

♥

Stayed over at Ym's for the past few nights. It made me realized that we ain't just drinking buddies afterall. Love night chats; study sessions @ coffee bean(Tryg our luck, hoping that we'll bump into Joe); love it when you enter the room & say:'' It's your lucky day, then you start doing all sorts of weird stuffs'' It's super wtf if you didn't know. I hope that you & hf will work things out tgt alright? Don't wait/hold back anymore k.

Stats in 7 days time.
Throwing all notes away in 14 days time.
Looking forward to 11May for various reasons.

2011-04-24T23:08:00.002+08:00

I friggin' 失眠 last night. Went to bed at 3am, toss & turn till 7am. Got out of bed to do Maths till 930am before I go to bed. Woke up at 1pm.

Lazy Sunday. Sundays are not meant for studying seriously.):

Time to go to bed, 1 more weekend to go :P
Good night!

Cos' sometimes love ain't enough

2011-04-24T14:03:00.005+08:00

Replay mode since last night. I think I've listened to this song hundreds of times ever since I heard it on Stephanie Sun's album back in secondary school days. (It's almost a decade ago? Wtf, signs of aging ): )

Anw, gotta declare that Kenny is the ultimate stalker. I promise I won't offend you in any way or another. Seriously you are damn scary 0: I'm going to tell co. about it.(You can bribe me if you want, 2 bowls of Ching Teng will do the trick !) Happy Alicia, happy Kenny hor? :P

Things to note: I dont know if you are going to see this but I really need to let it out. So, if it's going to piss you off then too bad. Wanting to meet you doesn't mean that you still mean a lot to me. At least not after last night, anymore.(btw, I wasn't the one who initiated yesterday's meet up. I don't make use of friends to do such things, argh.). Why pretend that you are still affected by it when you have gotten yourself a new gf? Sometimes I really don't know what you want. It was merely a week ago only, how fast eh. Over you, I'm serious about it. (Okay, but then again, I said the same thing for so many times I think it's pretty useless) Got to focus on my exams, I lost you already. I cannot afford to lose those grades as well.

2011-04-23T00:58:00.005+08:00

You prolly don't know how happy I'm when I talk to you, thanks Kenny.Bestest hpy leh!(Except for the I-intro-you-new-guys-part) hah! Omg, Out of sight, out of mind :P

Planning post-exam activities& outings now! Can't wait. Anw, had to change the dates for my Macau trip due to some reasons. Ended up paying double for the airfare, which means I gotta enjoy myself x2 to make my money worthwhile. Typical Singaporean, I'm well trained in this area. Teehee. (:

Must do list:
1)Get a new mahjong table & a set of tiles
2)Play mahjong with 3 diff groups(Yes, sis J ; yd & DARREN HO)I wanna win a harddisk too, pretty please? (:
3)Drinks with ym&co. (We haven't been drinking for the longest time, I still prefer to see you drunk eh)
4)Macau +BKK/Taiwan (if possible)
5)Ridiculously long list of food cravings

Good Friday ain't that good afterall.(Esp when exams are around the corner)
For now, I gotta solve for maximum value of some rubbish equation. Fuck.

2011-04-22T03:00:00.004+08:00

Late dinner with the boys. I think I misplaced my camera charger(No more pics till after exams, cause I got no time to find the charger. Or rather I can't rmb where I placed it. /: )
Bjr you're such a bad influence on us(Yes, the whole group) From Neopets to Dota(for the boys) & now mahjong as well as con money big 2. Nevertheless, we still love you a lot.

-

Studied in school w Ym&Jr(Not bjr) earlier on. Kenny was damn nice cause he came to school to pick me up before heading to Plaza Sing to meet the rest. TYVM! Didn't join Ym they all @ Holland v cause I wanted to meet Darren. It's been quite a while since I last met him, prolly 2 weeks?

Seriously, smth must be wrong. Despite being so busy, I still think of that bitch. Annoying.

2011-04-19T22:36:00.002+08:00

I should invest in some face roller so that I can have a sharper face.I just realised that majority of the boys in co. don't have fat faces except for.. Nich& Sl. At least I'm not alone :P

Weekly dinner session at TPY today w co. Sad to say, B and D didn't turn up. Texted B but he didn't reply, oh well what's new.. Pretty used to it anw. I guess w/o expectations there won't be disappointment. & D couldn't make it cause he wasn't feeling well, take care besty! See you on Thursday! (:

Countdown: Exactly 2 weeks.

2011-04-17T03:01:00.009+08:00

WTF, 今天很SUAY. I went over to look for B earlier on. I SWEAR WHEN I WAS WALKING THERE THE FEELING WAS DAMN WEIRD. CAUSE THE LIGHTS WERE QUITE DIM COMPARED TO LAST TIME? When I left his place, obviously I had to take the same path back right. After the underpass there's this super ulu stretch of road(Seriously, I think no one takes that path inthe middle of the night. Okay, maybe rarely.) I had this feeling that someone was behind me so i turned around. Then I saw this guy standing like half a metre away from me?! & obviously the person wasn't B la!SO WHO THE FUCK WILL FOLLOW SO CLOSELY BEHIND A STRANGER. SERIOUSLY, WTF. The road was like damn empty, why the hell would someone follow so closely behind! He looked like some flasher/maybe a robber, had a feeling that something was wrong therefore I ran towards the main road. I think if I maintain that speed throughout I prolly could have completed my 2.4km in 10mins. omg.

Moral of the story: Take a cab back instead.

2011-04-16T01:32:00.003+08:00

I want to play mahjong.I want to play mahjong.I want to play mahjong. ):
Booked the boys already:P (Must play till I get sick of it,yes!)
-
Back to Stats. 再见

2011-04-12T22:38:00.003+08:00

Pizza Hut @ City Square with co.

Yummy things

2011-04-10T23:11:00.003+08:00

Gaming mouse tgt with filled with games HDD for Sister J. Bet he's damn satisfied with his gift. Kenny came over to fetch me so that we could meet up with the rest for supper(TYVM!) Nich & Sl were supposed to join us, but they were in the midst of a game when we reached. Didn't wanna wait so we left w/o them.(KENNY DAMN WTF CAUSE HE TOLD SL THAT I WAS DRUNK?!) So supper session with just D &K, but quality > quantity. So nvm, hah! We went to Upper Thoms for noodles. Left at 4am, got back at almost 4.30am. );

Tickets to Macau booked :P Eggcited,totally.

Don't go breaking my heart

2011-04-09T12:48:00.004+08:00

Caught this show last night, it's prolly the first canto show that I've watched in SG cinemas. (Half canto half chinese) :D Go watch the show if you haven't k, cause its really nice! I didn't really like the ending cos' she 喜欢 Louis Koo more & yet she 在一起 with Daniel Wu? (Weird ttm, but Daniel Wu is such a goody goody man so nvm.) The bitch beside me was nudging me throughout when the female lead was reciting her lines. Bitch, you know who you are, super irritating. HAHA :P

Booking my air tickets to Macau later on, can't wait to go! Meanwhile, time to do some stats before I head over to Pasir Ris to attend Sister's J 21st. I'm seeing the rest later tooo,omg, miss them!